Tuesday, April 3, 2012

The life you know

The life you know

Is it like a sweet dream?
full of delicious creams
without any form of crimes

Is it so gentle and perfect that
the only pain known is that of a pinch
the only tears being those of joy

or could it be that
life is throwing lashes and punches at you
nowhere to hide
the body too heavy for the feet
and you can’t flee

is it so bad that you can’t smell the dirt around you anymore
so sad and gloom that the future has no sense
have you forgotten how to smile
life devoid of laughter
joy a distant forgotten memory

close your eyes and feel the air around you,
optimise your senses let them guide
the answer exist in this life time
optimise your possibilities
let the life be,
let the life be but take charge
become revitalised.
with every breath be reborn
let every heart beat count in favour of your fight

Sad Feeling

i woke up with the feeling
that something might have died
sad sad feeling

my hands feeling tight
I have lost the fight
my desire is out of my height
it is out of bounds

i woke up with a feeling
a sad sad feeling

my heart beat swollen
emotions demoted
motions demobilised
something inside is dead
so sad is really sad

went to bed with a heavy burden
spent the night cruising in pain
wondering what each tomorrow holds
lambasting my paths of life

it’s a sad sad feeling

my heart is hosting a massive pain
this pain is just pain with no gain
finding myself wondering how
how it all ended where we are

wondering if broken hearts
can ever be mend
that heart aches truly heals
or is this just the beginning
that this maybe is just the end
of it all

it is so sad sad feeling

i am feeling tears in my heart
like a raging storm rising
blood flooding into my veins
there is a storm inside

it is a sad sad feeling

Slave to the curse

Slave to the curse
Don’t hate me
This is not fun
It’s a curse
I am a slave to the core

I dream of rising
Wish I could fly
But my wings are clamped
The devil leaves in a bottle

I take a few strides
Trying to walk away
But i find myself
Knocking back at the doors of hell
It is hell burning with sweet desires
Feels like heaven in the rain
So sweet so bitterly sweet

After much I do feel like I am drowning
Yet have no desires to be rescued
I know it’s wrong
But this wrong feels so right

I am not having fun
Just a slave to the curse
Curtains have fallen
My naked feelings are real
This is every ones struggle

Everyone has a demon
Mine leaves in a bottle.
This is not a true confession
No i am denial,
Yes I have no problem.

The dreams I dream when I am awake

The dreams I dream when I am awake

They are like creams to the sounding melody
Made of love for brotherhood and humanity
When I am lost in there I smile for it’s a beautiful forest
I dream of sweet terrains that knows no reign of terror

I dream of the supreme era of undying love
Epoch of beautiful thoughts and enchanted people
Whose heart of hearts knows only beautiful love
The in-love people whose motion is holy

How I wish for the revamp of human spirits
Revitalization of morality amongst my species
The awakening of the one true heart beat
The one love nation, one love movement

I hear voices of the legends
Sounding from their graves
As they resonate the one love spirit
Those who passed holding the touch of life
Wishing for love in this ever evolving world and time

Sing along
Let the song leave in your heart
Feel the footsteps of peace
Like a breeze at dawn touching down your phase

The dream I dream when I a awake
It’s brighter day for all of mankind.

Matters of my heart,

Matters of my heart don’t matter any more
No matter what I say or do they don’t matter any more
Senses of my soul have grown numb
The world around me has shown its claws
Despite my courteous smile
The frowning reflections keep coming up

The world is swimming in a pool of deceit
Lies have become the order of the day
Backstabbers are every where
Waiting eagerly for their prey to fault
Their true senses of life lost in their strides
Like animals in the jungle
We only are surviving in this concrete jungle.

Bow your head and make a wish
For a better day for the little people
For a better day for the like of me and you
A better day for the earth we have grown to know as our home
Bow and hope for the end of all turmoil
But most of all
Let’s make our heart matter most of all.

Sins of growing old

Lose of innocence comes with the passing of ages
In our hour of existence we indulge in the perks of the world
Blinded by the glitters of the modern era,
We run short of our sight
Dusty sins turning solid mud in our eyes
The craving and lusting don’t want to end
The throat remains as dry as a desert
Despite the continuous consumption
Streams and rivers are running dry
Yet the thirst remains unquenched

The world remains needy despite all the gifts
Billionaires are seeking for more their quest never satisfied
And when they finally drop dead it becomes clear
That their race still knows no end
How foolish we have grown to become
So selfish and sinful
Sicknesses of wanting are cutting us down
Lust for lavished life
Hunger for power, so dangerous
Politicians of today pull each other apart
Together they don’t build anymore
Our society is drowning in fears
As those with money and power
Strip naked the trusting nation
All because of the desire to satisfy the foolish quest

An Era Of Confusing Thoughts

Welcome to my south,
Where we lost our comfort
In the wake of political discomfort
and mist of foolish thoughts

We drown in dreams in our chase for lost innocence
Our minds can’t comprehend our illusions
As our thin bodied nation starve from mental hunger
Our leaders suffers from metal hunger
They pounder if perhaps nationalization can feed them

Our literature is almost extinguished
Bellied leaders bid for personal wealth
The race ran by foolish man and woman
Who forget that in time we all shall pass
That whatever we gather and believe to own
is as temporal as is our silly lives.