Storms in the heart

The beat of a calm heart
gone and lost in the confusion
of the world’s mixed emotions.
seconds of the once upon a time good love
no longer earthly belonging
what started as a nice moment
of hearts beating sweetly
and gently in love
slowly becomes wars of words
tenderness becomes bitterness
moments worth to be lived
ignored while honouring
unnecessary wars

suddenly the poor heart
is in the centre of bad beatings
and the calm heart
no longer beat one beat after the either
but roars like a lost wild animal
in the moment of earthly competitions
when people in what was voluntary act of the heart
becomes controlled by vicious rules of the world
and nice partnerships turns into
control battles of two minds
using silly things to cut down each others freedom
souls put under control

the heart in a dust not required
mind slowly loosing touch with happiness
the beating of the heart in shadows of love
love less felt
as the heart continue to beat with bitterness
covered so badly by painful feelings
and tears close to the eyes

is this love
is this love
that i am feeling
or is it the devils shadow
or his touch to what should be love
in moments like this
mind goes wild searching for what use to be love
the brain wonders if it will ever come back
and whether it ever existed or was it just body lust
the heart continue to suffer
beating painfully
this is not what the first sight suggested
not what the first days of life promised
wonder what changed the moments of love
to become the wild battles of couples of the earth...